it'll keep you real warm's Journal

it'll keep you real warm's Journal

it'll keep you real warm

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[Sunday, April 24th, 2005 !]

tufts or nyu?

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[Tuesday, January 4th, 2005 !]

I am so sexually deprived these days that I just don't know what to do with myself

I think I just need to start having sex with strange men. I'm serious.

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[Wednesday, October 27th, 2004 !]

I am a big ball of negativity right now.

I got a 1530 on my SATs and even though who cares? i am still happy and nervous that they got it wrong.

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[Thursday, September 30th, 2004 !]

i don't go to school with my friends and therefore don't see them and somehow dont care and i think that's apathy. i don't care about not caring and i don't care if they care and i think that's beautiful. my life is back to just motions and ive never been on better terms with going through them. everything's divided by that semi-conscious state and it's weird but i've found that even before i go to sleep at night i'm looking forward to coming home and taking a nap.

i've been weighing my options a lot lately and there's an untouched pint of whiskey under my fridge and i keep wondering why exactly its stayed in tact for so long. it might have something to do with the cops or the alcohol poisoning or the sex but i'm not even sure on that.

either way my scale is tipped in the direction of feeling not responsible for my actions or inaction or what have you. i'd have to pick up my refrigerator though. fuck.

i remember certain periods of my life based solely upon what i was eating at that instant. i don't know if that's weird or not but honestly i don't care.

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[Thursday, August 12th, 2004 !]

i am eating lo mein. i have been drunk the entire summer.

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[Monday, March 22nd, 2004 !]

Sometimes I think that my life is just a vey well crafted Truman Show and that I'm not even living my pathetic life in private. That people are watching and shaking their heads and tsk tsking. This paranoid shit has got to stop.

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[Thursday, March 4th, 2004 !]

I've asked this before but I'm pretty desperate at this point for some literary stimulation. Please, anyone that sees this, seriously anyone, I want some good suggestions. I predict no one will help me out.

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